Starting a new

Well it looks like all my old posts are gone for some unknown reason so I will be starting fresh soon when I get the motivation. If you are new to my blog to catch you up I started a blog a few years ago when I found out I had cancer. I started the blog so as to leave something of myself behind encase I did not survive the cancer. Well looks as though I have kicked cancers ass but I am still not out of the woods so to speak. I blogged my thoughts and memories of growing up and about my many past addictions and just a few days ago when I went to post some thoughts found all my old post gone,erased from my blog. Although I find this very frustrating that all my posted thoughts are gone I can not help but think that everything happens for a reason. So for those who have read my blog before and to those who are new I welcome you to my mental ramblings,thoughts,ideas,pains,good times bad times and just all around mess that is my life.